Day 19 – Do Not Fear What You Do Not Understand.

15:52 December 4th, 2016. I’ve reached the point where I would normally be going to the pharmacy right around now to be getting my Adderall prescription refilled. This time though everything is different. I have yet to go to the pharmacy to to get my refill, and I haven’t even made the trip to see my doctor to get a new prescription refill note.

I sure that everyone at the pharmacy and at my doctor’s office are scratching their heads wondering where this Adderall fiend is at and why he hasn’t come in a day or three early to get the note and the refill.

As I said before, I’m over Adderall so far as actually wanting to take the medicine goes. I have chosen not to do it anymore, and when I make a choice I stick with it. Am I going to lie to myself? Where would that get me? I committed myself to getting off of Adderall so now I am doing it. Nothing more needs to be said. If you say you will do something, then do it.

 

我该如何存在
多少次荣耀却感觉屈辱
多少次狂喜却倍受痛楚
多少次幸福却心如刀绞
多少次灿烂却失魂落魄
谁知道我们该去向何处
谁明白生命已变为何物
是否找个理由随波逐流
或是勇敢前行挣脱牢笼
我该如何存在
谁知道我们该去向何处
谁明白生命已变为何物
是否找个借口继续苟活
或是展翅高飞保持愤怒
谁知道我们该梦归何处
是否找个理由随波逐流
或是勇敢前行挣脱牢笼
我该如何存在

 

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