16:40 November 29th, 2016. I’ve reached the two week mark – this is a small victory that should be celebrated. As such I am celebrating it by putting even more effort into the work that I do for a living. Putting more effort into producing solid results like I used to during the Adderall days. But of course doing it without Adderall.
I feel my brain SLOWLY coming to me, my ultra-structured and analytical thought process, my ability to understand and comprehend complex topics, and most of all, I am starting to “feel” again. I can feel more now than just energetic and focused. I can feel compassion, empathy, sympathy, and I am becoming more patient. Oh how I missed these things.
“I can feel it comin’ back again
like a rollin’ thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin’ from the center of the earth again
I can feel it.”